Lazy Days

I have spent the last two days playing video games and watching tv. I have yet to find the motivation to clean up or even get up for that matter. I think that everyone needs these days. It is time to just shut down, a brief moment where your worries melt away and the only thing stopping you is the army of dead people on the screen. Crow likes to tease me because while I love to learn and reinvent what I know to be true I can also find entertainment in gossip magazines and 30 minute long sitcoms. He says that I am a contradiction. I suppose he is right. I just prefer to look at it as me getting to know my foes. I can't very well heard that cattle if I don't know what they like. Besides it helps refresh me to take time away from deep thought and depressing notions and just plug into the tv for awhile. I can live in my head if people would let me. I constantly have conversations with people. I guess you could say my yoda is the people in my head. I bounce ideas off them and seek solace when needed. This can become tricky at times because I will forget that I talked to me head's version of Clementine and not the actual one, so when we are on the phone and I attempt to continue the conversation I left with a long silence and then the familiar conversation.
Me " So I think you were right about what you said."
Clem "Which time?"
Me "When you told me I should tell off my boss. Well, I did it and I think he found respect for me after that"
Clem "I never said that"
Me "Yes, you did we had like a two hour conversation about it"
Clem "No, I think I would remember that."
Suddenly I realizes that I have made a mistake. It was my version of Clem in my head that gave me such stellar advice. I then proceed to change subject quickly.
So you can see if I don't shut down from time to time I might go insane. Truly be one of those short pants wearing people looked away from the world. Now I think that writing this constitutes something productive and I must counter act it with 2 hours of tv.