Thursday, February 09, 2006

And thus begins my 24th year

I am so glad that 23 is over! It is a year of turmoil, but also a year to learn and grow. I made it out alive, stronger, and hopefully wiser. I have a secret to share now. When I was young and certain that my life had to be on schedule I swore that my first child would be born when I was 24. Now that I have officially been this old for a day I have decide that the young me was insane. I want this year to be about me. I don't want to raise another human being I want to raise myself and probably some others like Marty, Clementine, Crow, and Shady Faggot. I want to spend this year getting to know myself and having fun. I NEED to have fun this year. I want memories and joys. I want to try at least three new things this year, and yes these three things are open for suggestions.
I have also made this the year of simplistic gratitude. I am going to attempt to be grateful for what I have and forget about the Jones. Wish me luck! I want to simplify my life and get rid of all the negative energy that I have following me. I want to make sure that everyone in my life knows that I love them and let them know that love is all I want in return. So now a new chapter in my life is going to emerge. And even if it takes me off schedule I am not scared, because lets be honest folks I throw out that schedule a while ago.

2 Comments:

At 8:37 AM , Blogger Louis Casinelli said...

Schedules! Schmedules! Live life on the edge of the slowly tilited blade.

 
At 3:25 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

i read that the Japanese believe to master something one needs to learn to do it slower, not faster.

maybe it engages the subconscious mind @ a higher level? i dont know.

 

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