Silently Screaming

I have been really depressed as of late. I acknowledge that so I guess some progress has been made in my life. You see I have been debating from within all these things that I want to say, but I am to afraid to say. What are you supposed to do when someone you love is going down the wrong path? If you sit quietly by they may become lost forever and if you speak up you may push them away forever. I guess the only thing you can hope for is that your relationship is strong enough to with stand the turmoil. So Clementine here goes nothing.
I love you. You are my brother but as of late I have become saddened by your actions. You hang out with people that wish you nothing but harm. They are plagued with their own selfish reasons. You say that they are "good people" but you don't even buy the lie you are attempting to sell me, I can tell it from your voice. You have gone a destructive path, and this pains me. No, I can't tell you how to live your life, but I plead for mercy. Please stop. Please come back from the darkness. You have to know that you are not alone in this world and if there is anything I can do I will do it. I need you and I am so afraid of you damaging your body further or going to jail. I know that by now you have it figured out that you aren't just living your life for yourself, Every decision affects me too. So Louis ignore that voice in your head and hear me when I say it is never to late to turn around and take another path.

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
"Jumper" Third eye blind