Changing Seasons

After tomorrow life will NEVER be the same. It is scary, exciting, and confusing. Sometimes I can't believe that they are going to let me have a human child. After all this is the girl who was so lazy once when my dog was a puppy and had to pee really bad I just open up the bedroom door threw down some newspaper and let him have at it. Granted I believe that I am more mature then I was at 21, but one still can't help but wonder what kind of mother will I be. Well, I do know that my hubby has faith in me, but his first wife did set the bar pretty low. Her idea of parenting is "don't let the kid die, or get in the way of sex" That simply will not be good enough for me or my child. I want him to have it all. Happiness from within and beauty all around. I guess I just have to keep doing what I know is right, and hope that it all sinks in. You know, come to think about it I am going to be just fine. Doubt will only help keep me in check, so that I at least think things through before acting. I think I am going make this the summer of my life.

Besides Chef Ramsey does anyone cook??

I am alarmed by the growing trend of fast food families. Thanks to the KFC commercial that has convinced the weaker of Americans that bringing home a bucket of chicken is the same as providing a wholesome meal. Seriously, are we this stupid or just this fat? How disgusting we have become as a nation to where we actually need to shrink our stomach size with surgery because we can't walk away from that bucket of chicken. And because the surgery is such a life commitment they have invented the lap ban. This is a ban that is specially made for fat people who have no self control because they simply can eat their way out of the ban without killing themselves which would be the result if this extremely fat person were to continue to eat this chicken after surgery. I guess this is on my mind because I am pregnant now and starting my own family so it requires me to be more aware of the socialization through commercials. Unlike the selfishness of others I intend to do what is best for my children as opposed to whatever is convenient at the time or simply whatever seems to be the most fun. So I challenge each of you to do the same. Tonight don't "gather around the good stuff" get out those pots and pans and cook something. Or at least give it a good shot. Start small with something like hamburger helper then work your way up to something more challenging.